B T S O N E S H O T S
{short story}I have no intention on offending anyone that may have been experiencing the disorder. This is just a work of fiction.
Taehyung's POV
I woke up due to the light hitting my face. I immediately cover my face with my hand as I try to sit up. But failed as I felt a stingy pain on my lower body.
I opened my eyes despise of still feeling tired and sleepy. I look around the room. Only to realized I am in a room I am not familiar with. Baring the pain in my lower body, I stand up and slip on my clothes.
"Why the fuck am I even naked!?" I panicked. I quickly put my shirt on before passing by the full body mirror. And that's when I saw a different face.
"What have you done!" I exclaimed looking at the mirror.
The face smiled.
"I just had a little fun last night."
My eyes widened. "What fun!? Tell me what kind of fun! I was just walking by the side walk last night! Then this! I don't remember anything!" I said almost crying. Tears started building up on my eyes as I feel my knees go weak.
"Oh come on Taehyung. You're not young anymore not to know what I mean when I say fun." He said and that's enough to make my knees go weaker to the point I dropped on the floor.
"Did the man used protection?" I ask. I already know what happened last night. With the hickeys on my neck and shoulders and the stains on the bed. I know what happened. "I ask him not to-
"I'm a carrier, V! You know I am! How can you do that!" I exclaimed looking at the mirror. The reflection smirked."I don't care, it's your body anyways." He said and more tears stream down my face."What if I get pregnant! My parents will kill me!" I cried."Well.. then let them kill you-"Fuck you! You're so selfish, V! Why did you even came to my life!" I cried out. I look at up at the mirror and saw him smirk.
"That's what you have been saying to me also befor-"Because you're really messed up! You messed up my life! Now if I get pregnant I will hate you forever!" I said before standing up. I wipe my tears and look at the reflection in the mirror.
"If you ever get pregnant then I won't show up."
I glared at him. "Of course you won't! You're so selfish that even it's your fault I'm the one who have to deal with everything!" I said before marching out the room. Not wanting to have a conversation with him anymore.
Weeks passed, and my speculations were all right. I have been vomiting for almost 2 weeks now and I already take a pregnancy test. I am indeed pregnant. Now I am here in front of my parents holding the pregnancy test in my hand.
"So what is it that you have to tell us?" My appa ask. I gulped and wipe the tear that just escaped my eyes. I've also been so emotional these passed few days.
"A-Appa.. I-I.." a sobbed escaped my mouth which I immediately covered with my hand.
"What? You're what Kim Taehyung?" He seriously ask which made me even more nervous.With a shaky hand I put down the test on the table which my dad immediately picked up. I lowered my head waiting for a burst out.
I flinch when I hear something shattered, my eyes widened when I felt m body being pull up."Who?! Who is the father!? You know you're a carrier! But you decided to slut around and have sex with a man! You're not using your mind Kim Taehyung!" My dad shouted at me as he grip tight on my both shoulders.
"A-Appa i-it's not me.. it's V-V-
"Shut up! Getting out of your mind Taehyung! Your twin is dead! It's your fault why you are pregnant! Fix yourself!" He said before pushing me towards the sofa. My hands immediately traveled to my hand."It's him! It's his fault! He took over my body and-"Shut up! Stop blaming your twin! He's already dead!" He cut off. I just stared at him before crying once again.We stayed silent and only my sobs can be heard.
Until..
"You're having an abortion. You can't have a child at this point." He said and my head snap up.
I started shaking my head. "N-No.. appa no! I can't kill my child!" I exclaimed and appa look at me with shocked expression. I saw how his eyes lit up which made me terrified.
He grab my jaw and squeeze it tight.
"Then get out! Go to your brother in the city and know how he will react! He will be so disappointed to you Kim Taehyung! Get out!" He said before pushing me once again. I immediately run upstairs and fix my clothes.
I waited for midnight to come before sneaking out. I ride a bus to Seoul where my brother is. He's a doctor, he's the son that mom and dad are proud off. They send him to a good university while I stay at Daegu and work as a manager to a fast food chain.
It's morning when I arrived in Seoul. I know his address. And even I know he will be mad at me I have no place to go. I know he will understand me. He's also a carrier but more intelligent and smart than me. He haven't got home for three years already but he always send us money which made mom and dad happy and proud to him.
I swallowed the lump in my throat before knocking. And few seconds later I hear some noises inside, before the door opened."Who- Taehyung?!" He immediately pull me inside and close the door.
When we are already inside he look at me from head to toe which made me insecure. His life looks so good here in Seoul. His unit looks so good and yet here I am, a trash.
"What are you doing here?!" He ask raising his voice a bit.
I flinched. "H-Hyung.. I'll stay here-"No! You can't stay here!" He immediately cut off. I shut my eyes and let my tear roll down. My right hand travelled to my stomach.
"Hyung.. I have no place to go." I said with a shaky voice.
When I open my eyes I saw how confused and shocked he is."But why?! Mom and dad are in Daegu! Go stay there!" He exclaimed. He grab me by my arms before opening the door and pushing me out.
"You can't stay here-
"Hyung-
"Go back to Daegu-
"Hyung please!-
"I have no space for you-"Hyung please listen to me first! I know you will be mad at me but please have pity on me! I'm your brother too! I know you still can't get over from V's death but please! It's not my fault why he died! He's abusing his youth and going all around the city, getting drunk and wasted while I'm being the good son here and always taking care of his mess! Why do I feel like I'm the one who died here! You are always thinking about him while you barely talk to me! I'm alive and V is not! I should have been the one dead and not him! I wish I'm just the one who died!"
I look down and started crying. My throat felt so sore from shouting my feelings. No one moved, no one talked. I just cried there.
"Hyung.. I'm pregnant. And it's V's fault, you know my situation Hyung. Ever since V died, there's always a personality taking over me. And it's V. He.. he's the one who take over me and used my body to satisfy his craving. And now I'm pregnant, he don't show up. Help me Hyung.. please. They kicked me out. Please Hyung.." I begged before holding both of his hands.
He still look so shocked. As I was about to kneel in front of him he immediately pull me up."No.. you have to leave." He said which made my eyes go big.
I tried to fight back but he kept on pushing me away. Until a small voice speak."Eomma!" Me and Jin Hyung froze as the little boy run towards him and hug his knee.
I look at the child confusedly, before looking at Jin Hyung who's holding the little boy's head.
Jin Hyung is looking at me with blank expression. I can't tell if he's still shocked or mad.
A man suddenly walk passed by me and walk towards Jin Hyung."He have been asking about you all night. So I decided to bring him here. I already told you last night, have you forgot?" The man ask while holding Jin Hyung by the shoulder.
The guy looked at me. "Who's this?" He ask and I immediately wiped my tears."I'm going now.." I said before picking up my bag. I was about to walk away when I heard Jin Hyung called me."Taehyung wait, stay."
-
"His name is Jake, pronounced as Jakeu, he's two years old." Jin Hyung said while caressing his son's head.
I sip from my hot choco before nodding. "That's why you haven't gone home ever since you got pregnant?" I ask and Jin Hyung sigh before nodding.
"I know they will be disappointed." He said and I bitterly chuckled.
"I wish I have enough money just to run away like you. I was hoping they will accept me and my child. But sadly they throw me out." I sadly said.
"I'm here now, the only reason why I don't want you here is because I'm scared you'll find out. But since you now know. I'll let you stay here. We're siblings. We have each other's back."
-
Just like what Jin Hyung said, Ive been staying at his apartment unit for three months. He's helping me with my things on my pregnancy but of course I make sure I won't be a burden. So I started working on this bookstore that is owned by Jin Hyung's fiancé, Namjoon Hyung. He's nice to me as well. He even ask if I need help on finding the father of my child. I told him he don't have to. But he just raised my hopes up.
What if the guys is just like him? Him and him hyung spend he night together accidentally. Jin Hyung kept their child away from him for months until they once again met. Turns out it might be an accident but he still wants his child.
"That will be 7000 won sir." I said before putting the books inside the paper bag. As i hand it to the customer I felt him froze. When I look up I saw how shocked the guy is.
"Is your name perhaps.. V?" He ask and my eyes widened.
"N-No Sir.. why?" I nervously ask.
It can't be! It can't be him!
"H-How long have you been pregnant?" He suddenly ask. My eyes widened before covering my growing stomach.
"It's none of your busine-
"It is! Tell me, do you live in Daegu or have you ever been in Daegu?" He cut me off. I gulped before looking at my manager. He signaled me to go out to talk to him.
"Sir I think it's better if we talk outside." I said before going out the cashier. He's just trailing me from behind but when we reached the door he opened it for me.
We went to the benches. And there sat beside each other.
"So.. your name is..?"
"Kim Taehyung." I replied and he slowly nod.
"Jeon Jungkook." He said and I nod.
"Is this perhaps.. yours?" He suddenly showed an earning. My eyes widened when I realized it is indeed mine.
"It was that night, but you told me you're not V." He said and I slowly nod.
"It's not me, it's my.. other personality." I said and he slowly nod."So you have Multiple Personality Disorder?" He ask and I nod."Yes.. I was diagnosed three months after we met that night. Well technically it's not me who you met and my other personality. More like my twin." I said and I saw his brows furrowed.
"I can't explain it to you at this shirt period of time." I said."Then lets have a long time.." he said and my brows furrowed.
"What do you mean?" I ask..
He sigh and look at me. "Let's.. lets be friends and be close to each other. And who knows, we can be.. together, for the child." He said which made me shocked."But.. do you want the kid?" I ask and he nod."Of course, it's my child. Why wouldn't I be?" He ask and that created a smiled on my lips.
"But I have a MPD." I said and he shake his head."I am willing to be close with you and develop feelings to you.." he paused
"Even you have a disorder."
-the end-
Taehyung's POV
I woke up due to the light hitting my face. I immediately cover my face with my hand as I try to sit up. But failed as I felt a stingy pain on my lower body.
I opened my eyes despise of still feeling tired and sleepy. I look around the room. Only to realized I am in a room I am not familiar with. Baring the pain in my lower body, I stand up and slip on my clothes.
"Why the fuck am I even naked!?" I panicked. I quickly put my shirt on before passing by the full body mirror. And that's when I saw a different face.
"What have you done!" I exclaimed looking at the mirror.
The face smiled.
"I just had a little fun last night."
My eyes widened. "What fun!? Tell me what kind of fun! I was just walking by the side walk last night! Then this! I don't remember anything!" I said almost crying. Tears started building up on my eyes as I feel my knees go weak.
"Oh come on Taehyung. You're not young anymore not to know what I mean when I say fun." He said and that's enough to make my knees go weaker to the point I dropped on the floor.
"Did the man used protection?" I ask. I already know what happened last night. With the hickeys on my neck and shoulders and the stains on the bed. I know what happened. "I ask him not to-
"I'm a carrier, V! You know I am! How can you do that!" I exclaimed looking at the mirror. The reflection smirked."I don't care, it's your body anyways." He said and more tears stream down my face."What if I get pregnant! My parents will kill me!" I cried."Well.. then let them kill you-"Fuck you! You're so selfish, V! Why did you even came to my life!" I cried out. I look at up at the mirror and saw him smirk.
"That's what you have been saying to me also befor-"Because you're really messed up! You messed up my life! Now if I get pregnant I will hate you forever!" I said before standing up. I wipe my tears and look at the reflection in the mirror.
"If you ever get pregnant then I won't show up."
I glared at him. "Of course you won't! You're so selfish that even it's your fault I'm the one who have to deal with everything!" I said before marching out the room. Not wanting to have a conversation with him anymore.
Weeks passed, and my speculations were all right. I have been vomiting for almost 2 weeks now and I already take a pregnancy test. I am indeed pregnant. Now I am here in front of my parents holding the pregnancy test in my hand.
"So what is it that you have to tell us?" My appa ask. I gulped and wipe the tear that just escaped my eyes. I've also been so emotional these passed few days.
"A-Appa.. I-I.." a sobbed escaped my mouth which I immediately covered with my hand.
"What? You're what Kim Taehyung?" He seriously ask which made me even more nervous.With a shaky hand I put down the test on the table which my dad immediately picked up. I lowered my head waiting for a burst out.
I flinch when I hear something shattered, my eyes widened when I felt m body being pull up."Who?! Who is the father!? You know you're a carrier! But you decided to slut around and have sex with a man! You're not using your mind Kim Taehyung!" My dad shouted at me as he grip tight on my both shoulders.
"A-Appa i-it's not me.. it's V-V-
"Shut up! Getting out of your mind Taehyung! Your twin is dead! It's your fault why you are pregnant! Fix yourself!" He said before pushing me towards the sofa. My hands immediately traveled to my hand."It's him! It's his fault! He took over my body and-"Shut up! Stop blaming your twin! He's already dead!" He cut off. I just stared at him before crying once again.We stayed silent and only my sobs can be heard.
Until..
"You're having an abortion. You can't have a child at this point." He said and my head snap up.
I started shaking my head. "N-No.. appa no! I can't kill my child!" I exclaimed and appa look at me with shocked expression. I saw how his eyes lit up which made me terrified.
He grab my jaw and squeeze it tight.
"Then get out! Go to your brother in the city and know how he will react! He will be so disappointed to you Kim Taehyung! Get out!" He said before pushing me once again. I immediately run upstairs and fix my clothes.
I waited for midnight to come before sneaking out. I ride a bus to Seoul where my brother is. He's a doctor, he's the son that mom and dad are proud off. They send him to a good university while I stay at Daegu and work as a manager to a fast food chain.
It's morning when I arrived in Seoul. I know his address. And even I know he will be mad at me I have no place to go. I know he will understand me. He's also a carrier but more intelligent and smart than me. He haven't got home for three years already but he always send us money which made mom and dad happy and proud to him.
I swallowed the lump in my throat before knocking. And few seconds later I hear some noises inside, before the door opened."Who- Taehyung?!" He immediately pull me inside and close the door.
When we are already inside he look at me from head to toe which made me insecure. His life looks so good here in Seoul. His unit looks so good and yet here I am, a trash.
"What are you doing here?!" He ask raising his voice a bit.
I flinched. "H-Hyung.. I'll stay here-"No! You can't stay here!" He immediately cut off. I shut my eyes and let my tear roll down. My right hand travelled to my stomach.
"Hyung.. I have no place to go." I said with a shaky voice.
When I open my eyes I saw how confused and shocked he is."But why?! Mom and dad are in Daegu! Go stay there!" He exclaimed. He grab me by my arms before opening the door and pushing me out.
"You can't stay here-
"Hyung-
"Go back to Daegu-
"Hyung please!-
"I have no space for you-"Hyung please listen to me first! I know you will be mad at me but please have pity on me! I'm your brother too! I know you still can't get over from V's death but please! It's not my fault why he died! He's abusing his youth and going all around the city, getting drunk and wasted while I'm being the good son here and always taking care of his mess! Why do I feel like I'm the one who died here! You are always thinking about him while you barely talk to me! I'm alive and V is not! I should have been the one dead and not him! I wish I'm just the one who died!"
I look down and started crying. My throat felt so sore from shouting my feelings. No one moved, no one talked. I just cried there.
"Hyung.. I'm pregnant. And it's V's fault, you know my situation Hyung. Ever since V died, there's always a personality taking over me. And it's V. He.. he's the one who take over me and used my body to satisfy his craving. And now I'm pregnant, he don't show up. Help me Hyung.. please. They kicked me out. Please Hyung.." I begged before holding both of his hands.
He still look so shocked. As I was about to kneel in front of him he immediately pull me up."No.. you have to leave." He said which made my eyes go big.
I tried to fight back but he kept on pushing me away. Until a small voice speak."Eomma!" Me and Jin Hyung froze as the little boy run towards him and hug his knee.
I look at the child confusedly, before looking at Jin Hyung who's holding the little boy's head.
Jin Hyung is looking at me with blank expression. I can't tell if he's still shocked or mad.
A man suddenly walk passed by me and walk towards Jin Hyung."He have been asking about you all night. So I decided to bring him here. I already told you last night, have you forgot?" The man ask while holding Jin Hyung by the shoulder.
The guy looked at me. "Who's this?" He ask and I immediately wiped my tears."I'm going now.." I said before picking up my bag. I was about to walk away when I heard Jin Hyung called me."Taehyung wait, stay."
-
"His name is Jake, pronounced as Jakeu, he's two years old." Jin Hyung said while caressing his son's head.
I sip from my hot choco before nodding. "That's why you haven't gone home ever since you got pregnant?" I ask and Jin Hyung sigh before nodding.
"I know they will be disappointed." He said and I bitterly chuckled.
"I wish I have enough money just to run away like you. I was hoping they will accept me and my child. But sadly they throw me out." I sadly said.
"I'm here now, the only reason why I don't want you here is because I'm scared you'll find out. But since you now know. I'll let you stay here. We're siblings. We have each other's back."
-
Just like what Jin Hyung said, Ive been staying at his apartment unit for three months. He's helping me with my things on my pregnancy but of course I make sure I won't be a burden. So I started working on this bookstore that is owned by Jin Hyung's fiancé, Namjoon Hyung. He's nice to me as well. He even ask if I need help on finding the father of my child. I told him he don't have to. But he just raised my hopes up.
What if the guys is just like him? Him and him hyung spend he night together accidentally. Jin Hyung kept their child away from him for months until they once again met. Turns out it might be an accident but he still wants his child.
"That will be 7000 won sir." I said before putting the books inside the paper bag. As i hand it to the customer I felt him froze. When I look up I saw how shocked the guy is.
"Is your name perhaps.. V?" He ask and my eyes widened.
"N-No Sir.. why?" I nervously ask.
It can't be! It can't be him!
"H-How long have you been pregnant?" He suddenly ask. My eyes widened before covering my growing stomach.
"It's none of your busine-
"It is! Tell me, do you live in Daegu or have you ever been in Daegu?" He cut me off. I gulped before looking at my manager. He signaled me to go out to talk to him.
"Sir I think it's better if we talk outside." I said before going out the cashier. He's just trailing me from behind but when we reached the door he opened it for me.
We went to the benches. And there sat beside each other.
"So.. your name is..?"
"Kim Taehyung." I replied and he slowly nod.
"Jeon Jungkook." He said and I nod.
"Is this perhaps.. yours?" He suddenly showed an earning. My eyes widened when I realized it is indeed mine.
"It was that night, but you told me you're not V." He said and I slowly nod.
"It's not me, it's my.. other personality." I said and he slowly nod."So you have Multiple Personality Disorder?" He ask and I nod."Yes.. I was diagnosed three months after we met that night. Well technically it's not me who you met and my other personality. More like my twin." I said and I saw his brows furrowed.
"I can't explain it to you at this shirt period of time." I said."Then lets have a long time.." he said and my brows furrowed.
"What do you mean?" I ask..
He sigh and look at me. "Let's.. lets be friends and be close to each other. And who knows, we can be.. together, for the child." He said which made me shocked."But.. do you want the kid?" I ask and he nod."Of course, it's my child. Why wouldn't I be?" He ask and that created a smiled on my lips.
"But I have a MPD." I said and he shake his head."I am willing to be close with you and develop feelings to you.." he paused
"Even you have a disorder."
-the end-
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